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u'kmfx?sf] gfd lng] lznl;nfdf kf]v/f pkdxfgu/kflnsfsf] pQ/ k"jL{ e]udf pkdxfgu/kflnsf;Fu} hf]l8Psf] cd{nf uflj; cGt{ut kg]{ Pp6f ufpFdf gofF u'kmf kQf nfu]sf] /x]5 . To;sf] gfd s'df/L u'kmf /flvPsf] /x]5 . of] u'kmf @)^% df3 !$ ut] lt/ kQf nfu]sf] x'g'k5{ . @)^^ ;fn  df3 !$ ut] To; u'kmf kQf nfu]sf] ! jif{ ePsf]n] To; cj;/df jflif{sf]T;j dgfpg nfluPsf] lyof] . xfdL klg To; ;df/f]xdf cfdlGqt lyof}+ . sfo{qmddf k'Ug cln l9nf eP5 ls cfwf hlt sfo{qmd ;lsP5 . sfo{qmd uf lj ; ;lrj >L /fd rGb| kf}8]nsf] k|d'v cfltYodf ePsf] lyof] . sfo{qmddf sf:sL lhNnfsf ljleGg If]qsf JolQmTjx?, /fhg}lts bnsf k|ltlglwx?, ;dfh;]jLx?, kqsf/x?, ljleGg cfdf ;d'xx?sf] pkl:ytL lyof] . dnfO{ cln clN5 nflu/x]sf] lyof] . lgdlGqt ePsf]n] hfg} k¥of] h:tf] nfUof] . clN5nfO{ hfFu/n] ldr]/ xfdL cd{nf lt/ nfUof} . xfd|f] sfo{If]q cd{nf ePsf]n] g} xfdLn] o; sfo{qmddf ;xefuL x'g] 3'Dg] cj;/ kfPsf xf}+ . To; uflj;df dfq} o:tf u'kmfx? ^÷& cf]6f 5g\ eGg] ;'Gof} . u'kmfx?sf] j0f{g t ;'g]sf] lyPF t/ x]g]{ df}sf kfPsf] lyOg . # jh] lt/ sfo{qmd ;lsof] . cGTodf hnkfg sfo{qmd lyof], ;lsof] klg . aflx/L sfo{qmdn] dfq} s;}sf] lrQ a'em]g u'kmf gx]/Lsg Û ;a}hgf u'kmf leq x]g{ hfg pT;'s eP . xfdL klg u'kmf x]g{ hfg] tof/L ug{ nfUof}+ . d t lrof vfFb} lyPF . lrof g;sL s'rL{df /fv]/ tDtof/ ePF . km]l/ dnfO{ 5f]8]/ uP PSn} kg]{ 8/n] cl3 cl3 ;b}{ uPF . ToxfF pkl:yt sfo{qmd cfof]hsx?n] leq cjnf]sg ug{sf] nflu 6r{nfO6sf] Joj:yf u/]sf /x]5g\ . k|lt JolQm Pp6f 6r{nfO{6 lnP/ u'kmf leq l5¥of}+ . u'Kt]Zj/ u'kmf t l5/]sf] lyPF t/ Tof] eGbf lgs} km/s k|s[ltsf] lyof] of] u'kmf . u'Kt]Zj/ u'kmf;Fu t'nfgf ug}{ ldNb}gYof] . z'?df t 8/fPF ;fyLx? g8f/fpg / gcflQg eGb} lyP .  ;fydf Sofd/f klg lyof] . gf}nf] 7fpFdf uPkl5 kmf]6f] lvRg] ;a}sf] rfxgf ;a}sf] x'G5 . ;a}hgf u'kmf leq kmf]6f] lvRg yfn] . d klg b'O{ rf/ cf]6f kmf]6f] lvr]/ ;fyLx?nfO{ j0f{g ug]{ p2]Zon] . cfkm'n] kmf]6f] lvr]/ cfˆg} kmf]6f] gcfpg] eGb} d}n] ;lrj ;/ ;Fu Sofd/f ;f6]+ . ;/n] d]/f kmf]6f lvRg] / d}n] ;/sf  kmf]6f lvRg] . ;lrj ;/sf] / d]/f] kmf]6]f s;n] w]/} lvRg] eGg] k|lt:kwf{ lyof] cufl8 k5fl8 k¥of] ls lvlrxfNn] Û Pp6f xftdf 6r{ lng' kg]{ Pp6f xftdf Sofd/f lng' kg]{ . df3sf] hf8f] afSnf] Hofs]6 nufP/ leq l5/]sf] t u'kmf leq udL{ x'g] /x]5, hs]6 k'msfNg' kg]{ eof] . ToxfFsf] dgdf]xs b[Zon] cfslif{t u¥of], kmf]6f] lvRg cft'/ nfUof] . xfdL bz÷afX hgf hlt lyof}+ . kqsf/ ;fyLx? klg x'g'x'GYof] . pxfFx?sf Sofd/f 7"nf xfd|f ;fgf Û kmf]6f dgUo] cfpg] eP . cfxf Û s:tf] crDd leq t slt /fd|f lxpFsf 8Nnf h:tf ;]tfDd] 8Nnfx?, cf}+nfsf] cfsf/sf e"O{+ lt/ kms]{sf s]/fsf] sflu+of] cfsf/sf, xftn] 5'Fbf klg xftsf] d}nf] nfUg] h:tf ;]tf j:t'x?, r'gsf yf]kf r'lxg nfu] h:t}, st} b]jLsf] d"lt{ h:tf cfs[ltx?, st} a'4sf] cfsf/sf d"lt{x? h:tf, st} u0f]z hL sf] ;'F8df dfnf nufPsf h:tf, slt sf]g{ nfu]sf] s]z lkm+lhP h:tf cfsf/sf b]lvGy]  . ;fyLx? æcem} slt /fd|f b[Zox? x]g'{ 5, olt dfq} xf] / ÛÆ eGb} pS;fpFb} lyP . tL j:t'x? g5'g eGb} x'g'x'GYof], dnfO{ t g5f]O dg} dfg]g, cem} tL cf}+nf h:tf cfs[lt efFRg vf]h]+ slt ;f¥Xf /x]5g\ efFRg} ;lsg . ;a} cf–cfˆg} 9+un] u'kmfsf] k|z+;f ub}{ lyP . clt g} /dfOnf] eO/x]sf] lyof] . ;fyLx? æa'4 stf uP5g\ eg]sf] t oxfF kf] cfP/ a;]sf /x]5g\Æ eGb} x;fpFb} lyP . st} l5g{ g;lsg] Kjfn, aNn aNn l5/]sf] t leq sf]7f eGbf 7"nf cf]8f/x? kf] /x]5g\ . u'kmf leq t clt g} udL{, clS;hgsf] sdL x'g] /x]5 . Pp6f cf]8f/ t d';f lx+8] h:tf] u/]/ l5g{' kg]{, c? ;fyLx? t l5g{ ;Sg' ePg d / ;lrj ;/ dfq} l5g{ ;Sof}+, leq eg] 7"nf] sf]7f hqf] /x]5 . st} st} kfgLsf d'nx? klg b]lvP .  hlt leq uof] dnfO{ t udL{ eP/ cfof], Zjf; km]g{ cK7\of/f] eP h:tf] eof], cflQPF t/ s;}nfO{ klg elgg . cem} k/ k'Ug' kg]{ lyof] . cem} k/ k'Uof}+ . leq t tftf] jfkmn] emg} udL{sf] cg'ej u/]+ d}n] t . Ps l5g Tot} /dfof}+ . clg kms{g z'? u¥of}+ . aflx/ lg:sFbf t cgf}7f] nfUg] leq / aflx/sf] km/s cg'ej . %) ld6/ j/ csf]{ u'kmf /x]5 To;nfO{ klg x]g]{ ;Nnfx eof], x]g]{ tof/L eof] . x]bf{ ;fgf] Kjfn b]lvg] t/ s'df/L u'kmf eGbf cgf}7f] k|s[ltsf] lyof] Tof] . Ps hgf :yfgLo To; u'kmfsf] j0f{g ug{ yfNg' eof] Û s'/f ;'Gbf crDd nfUof] . s] /x]5 eg]sf] To; ;fgf] Kjfn leq x]b}{ hfFbf t 7"n} u'kmf kQf nfu]5 . To;sf] cjnf]sg ug]{ tof/L eof] . Tof] klg x]g]{ OR5f hfUof] . t/ To;sf] Pp6f cK7\of/f] s] eg] To; leq hfg g;lsg] /x]5, 8f]/Lsf] ;xfotfn] dfq hfg ;lsg] . Kjfnsf] d'vsf] 5]j}df chËsf] ?v lyof] . To; ?vsf] km]bdf 8f]/L alnof] u/L afFw]/ tn ;Dd k'Ug] u/L 8f]/L ;dft]/ em'l08+b} hfg' kg]{ . 8f]/L 5f]l8of] sL l;w} tn k'luof] Û Tof] klg b'O{ tnf tn ÛÛ To;/L 8f]/L afFw]/ uPsf] t eL/ df}/Lsf] dx sf8\g uPsf] 8s'd]G6«Ldf dfq b]lvGYof]Ù d}n] t ToxL ;Dem]+ . tLg tnf ;Dd ePsf]n] dnfO{ 8/ nfUof], d 8/fPsf] b]v]/ ;fyLx? xfF:g yfn] . …g8/fpg';\ s]xL ePdf xfdL 5f}+Ú eGg yfn] . hfpF–hfpF, g;s]df e¥ofª NofpFnf eGb} pS;fP . …hfg t hfg] t/ s;/L hfg] eGg]Ú eof] cfF6 lgsfn]/ em/]+ 8f]/Ldf em'l08+b}+ Ps tnf . dflyaf6 c? embf{ df6f] v'??? em/]/ 6fpsf] el/ eof] . d 6S6Sofpg yfn]+ . ;fyLx? klg em/] . cem} klg Tof] eGbf tn hfg' lyof] . km]l/ csf]{ tnfdf emg]]{{ qmd z'? eof] . d]/f] kfnf] cfof] . Pp6f 9\jfª hqf] Kjfn lyof] 8f]/L alnof] u/L ;dft]/ v'§fn] leQfdf kfOnf ;fb}{ u/]sf] lyPF ;fyLx?n] xF;fP 8f]/L km'Tsg] eof] eg]/ v'§f / 3'F8fn] leQf]sf] cf8 ln+b} tn em/]+ . u'kmfsf] k|s[lt t Pp6} t/ s'df/L u'kmfdf eGbf cem} leGb} k|sf/sf cfsf/x?, ptf cf}+nf h:tf cfsf/x? lyP eg] otf jQL afNg] kfnf cfsf/ k/]sf, st} gfusf] km0ff km'nfP/ p7fPsf] 6fpsf] h:tf] cfs[ltsf cfsf/x?, crDd} nfUg] af ÛÛÛ dnfO{ slt cWofF/f] xf]nf eGg] sf}t'xntf nfUof] / ;a}nfO{ aQL lgefpg nufPF . r's 3f]K6\ofP h:tf] rsdGg, lgik6 cWofF/f] lyof] . Tof] cWofFf/f]df klg kmf]6f] lvRg nufPF . /fd|f] kmf]6f] cfof] . tL ;]tf j:t'x? of] u'kmfdf klg efFRg vf]h]+ t/ ;lsg a? xft} b'Vof] Û tL ;]tf j:t'x? aflx/ NofpFbf df6f] h:t} b]lvG5g\ /] t/ leq eg] slt ;]tf lyP t Û s'df/L u'kmfdf eGbf of] u'kmfdf /dfOnf] eof] . kms{g dg gnfuL gnfuL kms{g} kg]{ eof] . dfly kms{g nfUbf ;lrj -/fdrGb| kf}8]n_ ;/n] v'j} xF;fpg' eof] . kmf]6]f lvlrlbg' eP5 ;fX} xfF;f] p7\g], x]g{ nfos cfP5 kmf]6f] . d]/f] t 3'F8f / s'lxgfsf] 5fnf wl;P/ df6} df6f], 3fp ePsf] lyof] t/ klg Tof] b'vfO{ eGbf cg'ejnfO{ g} k|fyldstfdf /fvL u'kmf x]b}{ lyPF . d]/f] km];a's df /fv]sf] 8f]/Ldf e'l08Psf] kmf]6f]n] Tof] a]nf ;DemfpF5 . cfh ef]ln klg kmf]6f] x]bf{ Tof] a]nf ;DemG5' . kfn} kfnf] u/L ;a}hgf aflx/ lg:sg yfNof}+ . w]/} k|z+;f ul/of] To;sf] klg . o:t} df}sf t hf] sf]xLn] cj klg kfpg g;Snfg\ eGg] nfU5 . To; u'kmfdf hfg hf]lvd ePsf]n] cjsf lbgx?df o;/L cjnf]sg gu/fpg] egfO lyof] ufpFn]x?sf], xfdLn] eg] df}sfn] kfof}+ .  s'df/L u'kmfdf tftf] lyof] eg] of] u'kmf leq w]/} lr;f] lyof] . oL b'j} u'kmf kQf nfu]s]f Ps jif{ ePsf] pknIodf Tof] sfo{qmd cfof]hgf ul/Psf] lyof] . o;/L u'kmf kQf nfu]sf] pknIodf sfo{qmddf ;xefuL eP/ u'kmf e|d0f ug]{ df}sf kfof}+ .
of] u'kmf kQf nufpFbfsf] sxfgL ;'gfpFb} x'g'x'GYof] Ps hgf ;dfh;]jL . To; ufpFsf] s/La !@ jif{ hltsf] s]6f]n] u'kmf b]v]/ ufpFn]nfO{ ;'gfP5 . Tof] s]6f]nfO{ u'kmf leq ghfg eg]5g\ p eg] lh4L u/]/ leq hfg vf]h]5 . clg Tof] u'kmf leq x]g]{ of]hgf agfP5g\ . x]b}{ hfFbf leq l5g{ g;lsg] l:ytL b]v]kl5 h'lQm nufP/ 8f]/Lsf] dfWodn] u'kmf l5/]kl5 ToxfF ePsf] cgf}7f] k|s[ltn] ToxfF u'kmf 5 eGg] kQf nfu]sf] /x]5 .
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